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Mademoiselle Marta of Prussia
Love Art. Love Music. Love Words.

I fit no mold, and I'm proud of it.

I play with makeup the same day I hike muddy mountain trails.
My playlist has everything from Beethoven to Led Zeppelin to Lady Gaga.
I'm a vegetarian, yet I crave bacon and fried chicken every so often.
I watch anime/cartoons as I read shakespeare and the classics.

I rebel just as much as I conform.
-Idealogical rebellion is just as powerful, if not more, then physical rebellion-

I call myself Advidartist, because art has no boundaries.
-There is never a limit to what you can do and what you can learn-

Current Residence: middle of nowhere, literally!
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Classical, New Age, some Pop/Dance
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Shell of choice: a pretty one
Skin of choice: mine!
Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny, Daffy Duck, Roy Mustang, Zuko, Prussia
Personal Quote: Peace, Love and Freedom
So lately I've read Annie Dillard's Pilgrim at Tinker Creek and Descartes' Discourse on Method. Dillard questions why the world works the way it does and Descartes asks what is truth, what is knowledge in its purest form.

Cogito Ergo Sum, I think therefore I am.

I think. All the time as a matter of fact. Poetry, politics, literature, etc you name it.
I know I exist, because I have a brain. Because I think for myself. I know I'm not dreaming, because I can feel the physical world seep into every pore of my body.

But what point is there too it? Why do I exist in the first place?

I go to school, I read the books I'm supposed to read. Learn the formulas and theories everyone claims that I need to know.

I constantly feel as if I'm on the edge of a great realization. Whether to some global conspiracy or to some great truth of life and the human purpose.

Its as if the answer is beyond my own understanding. The answer and reason for which I search is blocked by my own humanity.

If I do exist then why can't I know. If I have a purpose as a small human living on earth, then why does the invisible barrier of my humanity stand in my way.

Should I embrace my humanity and all its faults, leaving the greater questions to whatever creator of the universe there is? Or should I do as many great men have done, like the Emperors of Rome, and seek the status like that of a god?

We fill our lives with short term enjoyment. TV, movies, and sadly books. What purpose will that all serve when we are gone?

All great people left behind something, whether it be legacy or written work, and idea or problem.  

Theres never a win-win in this world. No matter our deeds or intentions someone or something gets hurt. Everything has a consequence, whether we like it or not. Even what we leave behind.

My mind is a haze, a fog that is near impossible to clear. Only 10% of it will ever be used in my lifetime. What's the purpose of the rest? It was given to me for a reason, why can't I use it on a daily basis. I want to use it. I have a brain that works properly like a well oiled machine. Why can't it reaches it full potential?

Will it be like the Titantic, that uses its full motors as it heads straight into the iceberg, causing it crash and sink, a wasteland at the bottom of the sea?

My mind makes no sense. Whats the truth that I search for? The truth of my existence? What is what? Either way it makes no sense.
  • Listening to: Josh Groban
  • Reading: Paradise Lost
  • Watching: Mad Men
  • Playing: Fable III
  • Eating: pears
  • Drinking: Coffee




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Madam--Kitty Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist

Hi. wanna join my group called Anti-illuminati-01? anti-illuminati-01.deviantart.…

P.S. The group is about politics in case you were wondering.

Eryn-Grace-OMalley Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much for the :+fav: on [link] :glomp:
art4life217 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2012  Student General Artist
thank you for the fave. really cool ID by the way. :)
robostorm Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
thx for the :+fav: on my poem The Boy who lived, check back again soon!!
Crazywulf Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist

happy New Year
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